June 22, 2013,
So I was told to keep track of my symptoms, but I feel like I am going crazy, is this all in my head. I did not have all of the classic signs, fulminating hepatitis is now being thrown around. Right now I am just so tired.
I did manage to get my kitchen floor mopped and a load of clothes washed, yay, tomorrow I hope to bath my dogs. Then I took a 3 hour nap, my neighbor called and woke me up, for which I am very grateful.
I know I am still processing all of this ...why me? Why? I worry about going to work, what if I mess something up? Maybe I worry too much. I know it has only been 2 weeks since I found out. Part of me I am grateful for knowing. Because when I was not feeling well back in April and May, I really thought I was losing my mind.
But now, every little itch, indigestion, joint pain or ache....in the back of my mind...is that nasty virus replicating over and over?
Positive thinking, yeah I have to laugh at that, I was postive there was no way I was going to convert, absolutely not..no way. Never even thought about it again.
Don't get me wrong, last week I felt pretty good, no aches , no pains. I was like yes, I feel great! I got my rose bush in the ground, poor thing had been sitting for about a month just waiting to be planted.
By the time I was ready for bed, I was achy.
So slap myself silly, but I did stop taking motrin and tylenol, I do not want to put anything in my body that could cause any damage to my liver, even in the smallest amounts. So yes I may have some aches and pains.
And I hate bitchin about it too
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