Saturday, June 22, 2013

June 22, 2013,
  So I was told to keep track of my symptoms, but I feel like I am going crazy, is this all in my head. I did not have all of the classic signs, fulminating hepatitis is now being thrown around. Right now I am just so tired.

 I did manage to get my kitchen floor mopped and a load of clothes washed, yay, tomorrow I hope to bath my dogs. Then I took a 3 hour nap, my neighbor called and woke me up, for which I am very grateful.

  I know I am still processing all of this ...why me?  Why?  I worry about going to work, what if I mess something up?   Maybe I worry too much.  I know it has only been 2 weeks since I found out.  Part of me I am grateful for knowing.  Because when I was not feeling well back in April and May, I really thought I was losing my mind.

 But now, every little itch, indigestion, joint pain or ache....in the back of my mind...is that nasty virus replicating over and over? 

  Positive thinking, yeah I have to laugh at that, I was postive there was no way I was going to convert, absolutely not..no way.  Never even thought about it again. 

Don't get me wrong,  last week I felt pretty good, no aches , no pains.  I was like yes, I feel great!   I got my rose bush in the ground, poor thing had been sitting for about a month just waiting to be planted.
By the time I was ready for bed, I was achy.

 So slap myself silly, but I did stop taking motrin and tylenol, I do not want to put anything in my body that could cause any damage to my liver, even in the smallest amounts. So yes I may have some aches and pains. 

And I hate bitchin about it too


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