June 24, 2013,
 
  Just tired today, maybe a little depressed.  I don't know.  I should have left for my dad's house this morning.  Maybe later today, if not definately tomorrow morning.  I need to get out of this funk.  I need to get out of my own head. 

  I am looking forward to seeing this new doctor,  They are suppose to call me with an appointment.
I want to know what are my treatment options?
How long can I wait for treatment?
Is the treatment as bad as everything I have read?  48 weeks?  Horrible side effects?

Can I be cured and freed from this ?
How will I be able to work?
Is worker's comp going to really cover all of my bills?

I do not ever want to hear again that nurses make too much money, we do not make enough, we really do NOT. Not when you risk your own health to care for people.  For people who dont even care about themselves or the people taking care of them.