hgb low

call came back from doc, my hgb fell 4 grams in a week , ribavarin had to be cut in half, at least explains why I feel like this. Like a puddle. Can hardly move, Sob, hurting, cant get my thoughts together. Viral load dropped too. Depression is bad, anxiety is bad. sleep does not want to come. still have to fight for meds, this is crazy, what did I do to deserve this. I just wish I could sleep myself away. This is no life.